They're gone. Today was the seniors' last day. I'll never see any of them again. Ever. They're all going to move on with their lives. And I'm still here. Without them.  This is so sad. :( I wasn't even that close to very many of them, but it's still so sad. It feels so much more real than it did last year, probably because that's me and my friends next year. I've made so many friends at school and at church, and I'll only keep in touch with a few of them, and see even less. It almost makes me want to never make any more friends, so I don't have to worry about missing them. Why can't life always be the same?

And now that I'm in a sad mood, it's making me sad that we're moving out of our house next week. I spent a large portion of my life in this house. I've lived in Blue Creek most of my life. Change is so hard. But it's always worth it. I have to keep telling myself that.