They're gone. Today was the seniors' last day. I'll never see any of them again. Ever. They're all going to move on with their lives. And I'm still here. Without them.  This is so sad. :( I wasn't even that close to very many of them, but it's still so sad. It feels so much more real than it did last year, probably because that's me and my friends next year. I've made so many friends at school and at church, and I'll only keep in touch with a few of them, and see even less. It almost makes me want to never make any more friends, so I don't have to worry about missing them. Why can't life always be the same?

And now that I'm in a sad mood, it's making me sad that we're moving out of our house next week. I spent a large portion of my life in this house. I've lived in Blue Creek most of my life. Change is so hard. But it's always worth it. I have to keep telling myself that.

Okay, well, it's official. I have the best sister in the world. Yep, Natalie Jorden. 12 years old. Good cook. Friendly. Selfless. Amazing. 

This past year for Natalie has been completely awful. Just about every single girl in the sixth grade has turned against her. And what has she done? Absolutely nothing. She gets so much crap from them. And it never ends. It makes me so sad. Yesterday it was so bad that my mom told her that she wanted to home school her for the last five days of school. But, she didn't want to. Anyways, she has had it really tough lately, and you wanna know what she did?

She bought me a bike. 

Seriously? When I'm upset about something, I go to my room and cry about it all night. But nope, Natalie went out and bought me the bike that I've been wanting. I hope that someday I can be just like my little sister.

Current Favorite Song

Wanted by Hunter Hayes

You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do

'Cause everything that don't make sense about me

Makes sense when I'm with you

Like everything that's green, girl I need you

But it's more than one and one makes two

Put aside the math and the logic of it

You gotta know you're wanted too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up

Wanna kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold your hand forever

Never let you forget it

Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you're pretty

You get that all the time, I know you do

But your beauty's deeper than the makeup

And I wanna show you what I see tonight

When I wrap you up

When I kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold your hand forever

Never let you forget it

'Cause baby I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel

I wanna make you feel better

Better than your fairy tales

Better than your best dreams

You're more than everything I need

You're all I ever wanted

All I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up

Wanna kiss your lips

I wanna make you feel wanted

And I wanna call you mine

Wanna hold your hand forever

Never let you forget it

Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted

Yeah, baby I wanna make you feel -

Wanted

'Cause you'll always be wanted

You know how every girl has that one song that they want someone to sing to them? Yep, this is mine. So cute. :)

Memories

What a great weekend! On Friday we didn't have school because of State Music Festival, so on Thursday, we had a little Blue Creek get together. It was only Katy, Shelby, Tanner, and me, but it was so fun. :) We went to Blue Creek School and played on the playground. We got there pretty late, so we didn't get to see any of our teachers, but we decided to come back next Friday. Then we had a bonfire at Katy's uncle's house and just talked. It so good to catch up. :)

On Friday, the Bangerters came to town! So we had a big party with the McLanes, the Webbers, and the Bangerters. (The Spratlings couldn't make it) It was a Playgroup reunion. :) It's always a lot of fun to spend time with the people you grew up with. We're all so different now!

I got bangs! I decided that I really wanted to change things up, so Dannielle cut them for me! I was really scared, so they said a prayer with me. ha ha :) I'm a dork. I made Alyssa hold my hand through it, but I  survived. And she did a pretty good job. ;)